Saturday, July 31, 2010

Saturday, July 31, 2010

today was one of the best and shortest days ever until i got a phone call from my mom saying that i am coming over for the second week in a row. That is alright with me but i don't really want to have a birthday party this year. My mom is planing one but i don't want to do anything. I would rather stay home and do nothing all day. I would like to watch my seasons of a couple TV shows. i have got to see some of. I just don't know what to do. So i am not planning on having a birthday part and just sitting at home and watching TV.

I also have to start to see a psychologist on Thursday with mom. I kinda don't want to go see someone again. I end up relying on them and i don't know what to do when i don't have them any more. I just want to be able to solve my problems on my own.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Wellness Tip of the Day (7/28/10) - Racer X Virtual Trainer

Wellness Tip of the Day (7/28/10) - Racer X Virtual Trainer: "For people with chronic conditions, worrying is often a way of life.Whether you know it or not, you may be suffering from anxiety. If you can’t sleep or if you feel nervous, apprehensive or irritable, exercise may help take the edge off. According to a study in the Archives of Internal Medicine, which examined 40 clinical trials, people who made exercise a regular part of their routine saw the greatest reduction in symptoms. According to the study’s author, working out can even help people who aren’t that anxious feel calmer. Aim for at least 30 minutes of walking or other aerobic activity five times a week."

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

July 29th 2010

Yesterday i woke up with my eye swollen half shut. I was up the night befor with a wickid painin my ancle and i dont know what is happening to me. I hope im not dyeing. LOL.. JK. Today i got woken up befor mom went to work and then fell back asleep. I hope that this wont happen again. I am trying to get up in the morning. I am on a sleeping pill. I wanted to be able to get up and go for runs every morning. I am trying to lost about 65-50 lbs. and i am kinda excited because if i can do it i can fit in with all the skiny people and i would be fit and able to play baseball. I hope i can do it...

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Tuesday July 27th 2010

Today i came into winnipeg and got my hair cut. I lurned how beautifull i can really be. I can be shown how beautifull just by a simple haircut. I love life right now. I wish i had more to it tho. There are so many people who have more of a life than me and they dont blog. But heyy at least i have some what of a life. I look really cute and i hope i can keep loving life.